guitar/weekend

Cruise cancelled >__>
Everybody was skeptical about
the the idea from the first place exept me -.-
So yea...

Today & yesterday have been so weird.
it seems it's not even my life anymore... :P
Changes are for the better, I hope
God I want to redecorate my room!!
New stuff is needed >__<

Tomorrow we will drink...
Alex me linda & carlson,
But Carlson & linda aren't so sure ... -.-
Carlson will be with his girlfrined
& Linda can't stay out late from her mom -.-
.......Hope it'll work out good somehow =)

Today I got home and found the broken guitar.
It was my mom's (she can't play it)
Now there's only 2 strings left >__<
I tried it out a little bit
and suddenly felt an wave of emotions
as I played the guitar
I wanted to cry and smile at the same time
(as if that's impossible XD)

I want a brand new guitar to learn more
and become a guitarist/vocalist *__*
that's my dream job...
But right now it would be a bartender :P <3
Or an even more imosseble than a guitarrist: Miku's wife.
That's my dream & ambition in life.
I will not rest in peace until that goal is fullfilled >__<

皆さん大すき♥