Saturday, March 21, 2009















damn I was good looking in january :')
WTF happened!?!?!?!?! :((((

Monday, March 16, 2009

Schedule


~ it's still winter ... :{ ~

I need to write tHis or I'll be lost XD

Monday/today:
-LAZY... DO NOThING XD
Paint my nails

Tuesday:
-DRINK

Wendesday:
-buy an cafe's CD
& Take a batH :}

THursday:
-wake up 3-4 am fix myself go to signing line :DD WO
n tHen confess my love to miku &
run off to consert 8D WOOW wHat a day it'll be!!!! <33

Friday:
-Drink... AGAIN XDDD

saturday:
-MOvie

sunday:
TAke it easy >__< <33


blö

fucking alotta tHings Has Happened tHis past week X_____X
uuu~ Linda and Yazid's got sometHing going on rigHt... XDDDD
EHeHe... .We went on an internet cafe on friday ...wHole nigHt XDDDD
good days... XDD LOL
no but really it was SOOO FUN XD
we'll go anotHer time too ^__^
of like 2 weeks :P :}
fun fun... . I smoked my wHole tobak pack
but Today i got more (tHx alex<3)
Ummmm..... ScHools... going OK I guess.... :P
UM. Today I gotta fix my nails & tomorrow DRINK <3
Wendesday... I gotta buy an cafes new CD
& tHursday I'll wake up 3-4am to
AN CAFE's LIVE <333<3<<3<3<3<3<3<<3<3<33<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<<3<33<3<33<3<3<33<3<3<<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333<3<3<3<<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<<3<3<33<33<<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<32<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<<3<3<3<3<3<3<<33<3<3<3333333333333333

yea :} I'll look forward it XDDD
(cuz I'll confes my love to te wonderfullet man alive) <3
um, friday I'll go drink wiHt some of my frinds:
Nene, Her boyfirnd, linda :)... and alex?
and some otHer not sure wHoooo XDDD

Iäve become more close to everybody in scHool now X)
It's fun :')

OOOHyea I colored my Hair black again!!!!! 8D WOOOOOOO
it's feels sooooo mucH better now!!! X) <3>*kiss*

Saturday, March 14, 2009

nattgibb XP

NERDZZZ >____>

allotta fucknig tHings Happened and i'm litterally falling asleep Here sooo don't wanna write it down XD some otHer fucking time idiots XDDD 8D

Thursday, March 12, 2009

<3


Miku I really love you, But I'm too shy to say it to you. Um, The day we met, you were singing in the live with all your feeling and i was listening. our eyes met once. I was so happy! Miku... I love everything about you! Your eyes, Your voice, even the way you move. I want it all to be mine. But that would be too selfish. I only want to see your smile, nothing can make me happier. I really love you.....


first of all... KYAA OMFGGZZZZ!!!!!!!
AN CAFE's NEW SONGS ROCK MY WORLD XDD
OMFG it's so great!!!

Aroma!! :
1.AROMA
2.ベストアパート (BEST APART)
3.365daysクエイサー (365 days KUEISA) <333

yesterday waas soo weirrrrd :P
I was soo drunk from so little XDD
But boy did I have fun X'DDDDD

Linda was skick todaay and so much happened that
I don't care to write it all down here XDDD

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

hurt


Alcoholics cry too.....
and boy,
do they cry hard :'''''(









I really love you.....
it hurts so bad!!!
can I ever be yours....? :'(
It's a dream of mine.
Because I love you,
I wouldn't ever hurt you
But You have pierced
my heart really bad with your bullet of steal
You are literally the angel with a gun. <3
I don't think I'll ever be able to love someone else this much!!!!!!!!!!

bad








alcohol in herself, she smokes the left of Her cig...
sHe still Has tHat adrenaline in Herslef
sHe reads an letter ......
and becomes more confused as ever
sure sHe feels bad,
Have you ever tHougHt about tHat..?
and tHat girl is really pitful....














and tHat girl is me..............

Monday, March 9, 2009

too tired to write anything


read title =____=

my "H" is so broken in my computer >__< :/
we will drink on friday with Alex linda & carlson!!
and that's a deal!! >__>
Just watched an Documntary of a guy named Mio
it's was so GOOOOOOD
And now I'm listening to trance/ hardcore <3
so good stuff x)
Tomorrow I only hafta be in school on 10.00 am *tumbs up*
It's some sports day thing ... :P ohh well X)

Sunday, March 8, 2009

?

Yesterday was very weird @___@
Well.. at fist we went to buy the drinks
and then Linda comes and we drink & smoke a lil
But then she has to go and it's only me and Alex left we were like:
''hummm where are we going to drink? XD''
So we went to my place -.-"
Drank a lil and Made out >___<
And like 6 in thhe morning I passed out
after puking >____________<

Saturday, March 7, 2009

nana is an alcoholic




Drunk girl XDD 

asdfg

Yesterday I realized everyones True Colors.
I open my eyes wider everyday and see the real world as it is.
I'm not Naive anymore.
I'm stronger for everyday that goes!

Sorry Didn't intend to make that to a lyric XDD
That's how I feel right now;
a little lost, but stronger.

Tonight we are gonna drink :}
Hope everything goes as planned x)

I'll just go to shower fast
and Download new songs to my Ipod <3
Mostly Techno/Trance & Hardcore
but An cafe too :}
I Found out that my beloved an cafe
is singnig in Bengans(CD store) Here in stockholm
<333333<3<3<33<3<3<3<33<<3


I'M GONNA COMFESS MY LIVE FOR MIKU !!!!!!!!

Friday, March 6, 2009

ganguro in previous life?

My life style and appearence is really close to Ganguros. o__o
If I was seriously born in japan I would have been a ganguro.
NO, I seriously AM a ganguro.. EVEN RIGHT NOW XDD
it's fucking true!!! :O XD

I look lika one.
I have tha same lifestyle as them.
I don't shower often (this week: 1 time only XDD)
I smoke & drink (nothing to do with them....?)
I use.... ALOTT MAKE UP XDD
I tease my hair.
I go tanning in salons
I have got piercings
I got hair extencions
Uhh *sight*
I reek of perfume vs. hair spray
I have an actine nightlife
I INTENDED to drop out of school.... But I didn't. >__>
I listen to para pare (cant dance though XD)
I spend my money like a RICH DADDY'S GIRL (Y) XDD
    I'm very loud
    I do wear high heels :P

    that's all I can get to my now XDD

    guitar/weekend


    Cruise cancelled >__>
    Everybody was skeptical about
    the the idea from the first place exept me -.-
    So yea...

    Today & yesterday have been so weird.
    it seems it's not even my life anymore... :P
    Changes are for the better, I hope
    God I want to redecorate my room!!
    New stuff is needed >__<

    Tomorrow we will drink...
    Alex me linda & carlson,
    But Carlson & linda aren't so sure ... -.-
    Carlson will be with his girlfrined
    & Linda can't stay out late from her mom -.-
    .......Hope it'll work out good somehow =)

    Today I got home and found the broken guitar.
    It was my mom's (she can't play it)
    Now there's only 2 strings left >__<
    I tried it out a little bit
    and suddenly felt an wave of emotions
    as I played the guitar
    I wanted to cry and smile at the same time
    (as if that's impossible XD)

    I want a brand new guitar to learn more
    and become a guitarist/vocalist *__*
    that's my dream job...
    But right now it would be a bartender :P <3
    Or an even more imosseble than a guitarrist: Miku's wife.
    That's my dream & ambition in life.
    I will not rest in peace until that goal is fullfilled >__<

    皆さん大すき♥

    Thursday, March 5, 2009


    three months ago was miku's birthday
    and he became 25years old <333
    Happy birthday again XDDDD
    <33333

    Love ya so much it hurst!!!!!!!!!!!!

    ずってあいしてるぜ!

    nyappy☆ (for some reason ^-^)


    We couln't go on tha cruise tomorrow cuz it's too sudden
    but we will on sunday ☆(●^o^●)
    Damn we will be DRUNK XDDDDDDDD <3333 And It will be PARTEEEEEEYYYYY <33324853o4976253´465+322333
    *hyper* *____*

    Yesterday we stole a
    banana :3 <3

    Wednesday, March 4, 2009

    bla.

    bored and fat as hell >__>
    Today we had a math test X(
    But I was OK ^^

    When I got home I sang my ass off XDD
    My head still hurts from it XD
    But it was funn X) (Y)

    Me carlson linda & Alex are planning to go to a cruise on friday XD :D

    Let's see... now I will go to Linda and smoke & drink :P
    BYE <333

    Tuesday, March 3, 2009

    yuck

    Going to school of like 5 minutes >___< ..
    I look like shit :(
    And I got like a huuuuuuuge stomach ache X(
    Bleh...... ://

    I Still feel fat.. no.
    I AM FAT >__< :(

    MIKU..... I WANT YOU TO LOVE ME...
    TO ONCE AGAIN LOOK AT ME

    Monday, March 2, 2009

    no title

    Nothing really special has happened todaay~
    School sux as always >__>
    But i'm glas to see everyone ^^
    Carlson & Alex wanted me to come to Södertälje
    for some reason, but I promised them to go on wendesday xD
    Linda coudn't today Cuz she hhad to go to Skärholmen with her mom ;P
    Soo~ that's pretty much all!! ^-^ <3

    Thanks for reading <33
    Kiss NANA :-*

    Sunday, March 1, 2009

    cleaning

    I feel so fat!!
    I'm gonna try my diet once again *__*
    I'll go make some tea right now!!
    hum~

    I REALLY gotta
    clean my room XDD o__o
    it's SO MESSY
    (as you can see =_=)
    I'll take a break and drink tea, Then I'll start cleaning my room >___>


    so byew <33
    Kiss~ NANA ;-*

    Anime

    I've watched anime Like my whole life
    Starting from Pokemon & digimon and stuf like that LOL XD
    So, I'm confused @___@
    I gotta start having a list of the animes I watch xD::

    Pokemon
    Digimon
    Sailor Moon
    Love Hina
    Chobits
    School Rumble
    Ranma ½
    Tokyo Mew Mew
    Great Teacher Onizuka
    Bottle Fairy
    Maison Ikkoku
    Urusei Yatsura
    Naruto
    Super Gals
    NANA
    Death Note
    Vampire knight
    Haruno Suzumiya
    xxxHolic Kei
    Loveless
    Onegai my Melody
    One Piece
    Aishiteruze Baby
    Bleach
    Lovely Complex
    Junjou Romantica
    Skip Beat
    Ouran High School Host Club
    Itazura na Kiss
    Boku ga Ita

    day before yesterday & yesterday >__>


    I've been lazy and havent written here for a couple of dayss ~ :33
    The day before yesterday, I went to Tumbe to give lindas buscard thing back ;P
    And then I followed her to the town (btw she still has orange hair) XD
    Um that's all that happened then.. :3

    Yesterday I went to Kista (A shopping center) With my mom,
    I know it's kinda dull but she has all the money XD *tumbs up*
    I bought Some earrings, socks -.-, Makeup thingys,
    Nail polish :P, hum.... And hair spray :}

    That's pretty much everything :}
    Todaay I will only relax,
    cuz Tomorrow starts school again >__<

    OH NOOOOOOOOOO~~!!!!!